The shattered mirror on the floor
The moonlight broken into pieces
Reflecting thousands of nights
That make my soul so reminiscent
Of darkest grief for fallen light
I used to seek with desperation
I looked for day but found night
Filled with the fear and frustration
And night by night I could not sleep
My angel left me in the darkness
Of narrow room of grimmest thoughts
The crying thoughts that were my masters
Then He would come
On windowsill his strange profile of palest
Pallet of coldest blue, transparent yellow
Lit up by moon…his eyes would ferret
His dirty cup…
my soul would scorch
In flames of thy red hellish power
To fail my will…
I could not think.…
He handed venom ..I would drink.
Dedicated to Edgar Allan Poe
What I say is immensely important than who I am. Let the search be for the meaning and substance in my words rather than the intricacies of my existence.