I can’t fall asleep tonight. The TV is broken, and it is impossible to immerse into life behind the blue screen. What should I do? He fell asleep, selfishly hiding on our bed, looking so content. Where is he? Some place else…..dreaming. What about? Who comes to his dreams? Someone does, and that someone probably is a woman. How does she look like? Is she is all about big dreamy eyes with long eyelashes? She is surreal. The tender square between her nude breasts looks like a window through which the aquamarine sky and olive tree is clearly visible. She takes his hand and they both walk through this square to the place surrounded by mountains, with orange sun behind the dead olive tree. He is looking at her with incomprehension.
-‘’Where are we?’’
She walks through the tawny mist slowly, until her long eyelashes hang over his head like golden suspension bridges leading to eternity. He looks at her face that is so close, her eyes wide-open, and suddenly he sees through them; the myriad of molecules, accurately lined up and running to invisible point of the smallest, entwining with others to form an inverted triangle –constantly moving, falling apart into a complete chaos, a splash of multicolored particles dancing in the whirlpool of madness. Now he can see that she is much bigger, looking at him from above. She is comprised of these particles and her face is the face of an angel with thin arched eyebrows and eyes filled with compassion.
–What time is it? Morning?
He is desperately trying to find a clock, and sees that three of them are melting, running down as though they were made from the water reflecting the time of eternity…
–What time is it? The angel is sadly looking at him and suddenly the roaring wind of protons sweeps her precarious features, bouncing and casting millions of particles, creating a wind of chaos, trying to pull him into this metaphysical madness; deeper and deeper, he is almost blinded by the devouring wind, unable to see the way out. What time is it? White time?
He is escaping through the square shape window back into the room. He looks at his night guest with horror but she is nothing she was before. There is a tender boy with golden hair sitting in the middle of the square holding dark-blue egg. The woman lovingly looks at the boy protecting him from the world. Her face is so familiar…She is me, and the boy– is our son. It is 12:36 am, my husband is sleeping soundly. The swede Catalonian twilight at the other side of the square is dimly lit by the orange moon.
The tall slender man with mystical Spanish eyes is standing up from the ground next to the olive tree. He is coming very close to the square,smiling condescendingly .He curiously peeks into our room and shuts the window-door which now looks like a cover of the book with name written in Spanish: ‘’Salvador Domingo Felipe Jacinto Dalí’’